Lalalalalalalala...........
My mom watches too much Dr.Phil.
And Doritos hurt my tummy. :(
It's getting warmer in PA, so alot of girls at my school are wearing slutty shorts. *shudders*
Friday, April 24, 2009
Thursday, April 23, 2009
xD
The Keisha is sneaking online.............again. :]
I've been talking on the phone to my lovely girlfriend everyday this week. I love her to bits. <3
It makes me quite a happy Keisha.
Last night, my parents (specifically my dad) blew up at me because of my grades, and my dad made me feel like a shitty person. He critisized the way I dress and he thinks MCR is a bad influence on me. Ok then, padre.
But luckily, I talked to someone special <3 on the phone, and she made my dad's words hurt me less.
It's good to feel loved.
I listened to Black Flag for the first time last night on Limewire, and I enjoyed it. I forget the songs I listened to though. Damn.
I'm off to take a walk outside now, with my camera because I found an awesome place to take pics. :)
I've been talking on the phone to my lovely girlfriend everyday this week. I love her to bits. <3
It makes me quite a happy Keisha.
Last night, my parents (specifically my dad) blew up at me because of my grades, and my dad made me feel like a shitty person. He critisized the way I dress and he thinks MCR is a bad influence on me. Ok then, padre.
But luckily, I talked to someone special <3 on the phone, and she made my dad's words hurt me less.
It's good to feel loved.
I listened to Black Flag for the first time last night on Limewire, and I enjoyed it. I forget the songs I listened to though. Damn.
I'm off to take a walk outside now, with my camera because I found an awesome place to take pics. :)
Monday, April 20, 2009
....
The Keisha is sneaking online yet again.
Still don't have my computer back.
My dad's been trying to talk to me, but no way in hell will I ever trust him again. It's just too much shit my dad put me through, and I don't want to have anything to do with him anymore.
In better news,
I've been using a portable DVD player and I'm allowed to have it in my room, so I've been watching tons of DVDs to pass the time. Although time goes slower when I'm not online.
I have karate tonight, but I really don't want to go.
I have to study for some math test tomorrow and do a science review thing.
I'm afraid of men's deodarent for some reason.
Actually, me and all the other girls I sit with at lunch are afraid of it actually.
lolz Don't ask xD
Hannah makes life worth living, and always puts me in a better mood =]
I'm off to eat ice cream.
Yummy....
Take care everyone <3
Still don't have my computer back.
My dad's been trying to talk to me, but no way in hell will I ever trust him again. It's just too much shit my dad put me through, and I don't want to have anything to do with him anymore.
In better news,
I've been using a portable DVD player and I'm allowed to have it in my room, so I've been watching tons of DVDs to pass the time. Although time goes slower when I'm not online.
I have karate tonight, but I really don't want to go.
I have to study for some math test tomorrow and do a science review thing.
I'm afraid of men's deodarent for some reason.
Actually, me and all the other girls I sit with at lunch are afraid of it actually.
lolz Don't ask xD
Hannah makes life worth living, and always puts me in a better mood =]
I'm off to eat ice cream.
Yummy....
Take care everyone <3
Sunday, April 19, 2009
........
I am grounded.
My dad took my computer out of my room. :(
It was very scary. My dad and I got in this huge fight on Friday, and he almost hit me. I want my dad out of my life for good. Forever.
I almost did something stupid on Friday. I wasn't thinking clearly.
But I snuck onto AIM, and Hannah's IMs made me feel loved again. <3
My dad took my computer out of my room. :(
It was very scary. My dad and I got in this huge fight on Friday, and he almost hit me. I want my dad out of my life for good. Forever.
I almost did something stupid on Friday. I wasn't thinking clearly.
But I snuck onto AIM, and Hannah's IMs made me feel loved again. <3
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
Ok, so today was a very good day.
My parents seem okay with letting me dye my hair different colors.
I want either red, purple, or blue hair- maybe first colored streaks, to see how much I like it.
I have a 20 dollars spencers giftcard that I got for my birthday, so I'm actually gonna use it and buy some cool shit from Spencers.
And I think I may be starting bass lessons soon.
And probably quitting karate to pay for bass lessons.
I want to devote even more time to music.
Karate's been great though, I've been in it for 3 years, but it's just a pain keeping up with, especially during the summer, and I took a 2 month long hiatus from karate back in October, so I have to do a lot of catching up.
Overall though, I'm a very happy Keisha. ^_^
My parents seem okay with letting me dye my hair different colors.
I want either red, purple, or blue hair- maybe first colored streaks, to see how much I like it.
I have a 20 dollars spencers giftcard that I got for my birthday, so I'm actually gonna use it and buy some cool shit from Spencers.
And I think I may be starting bass lessons soon.
And probably quitting karate to pay for bass lessons.
I want to devote even more time to music.
Karate's been great though, I've been in it for 3 years, but it's just a pain keeping up with, especially during the summer, and I took a 2 month long hiatus from karate back in October, so I have to do a lot of catching up.
Overall though, I'm a very happy Keisha. ^_^
Monday, April 13, 2009
50
Oh yeah, my last post was my 50th post.
Now it's my 51st. Damn.
I really need to take more pics of myself.
And actually not be afraid to post them.
Now it's my 51st. Damn.
I really need to take more pics of myself.
And actually not be afraid to post them.
Sing me to Sleep.......
Yep. That line taken from "Asleep" By: The Smiths.
Back to school tomorrow. :(
Swimming class and a science test. :(
My dad's being a dick.
Tomorrow, I'll organize a Bitchfest, where anyone can rant about anything.
On a brighter note, I've got new socks, and Hannah, as well as my other friends make life a little more (or alot more) bearable.
And I'm out of poetry/lyric block as well.....
And, and, and, and, I got a new blank notebook to write more stuff in. Especially lyrics and poetry.
Mmmmm......
Back to school tomorrow. :(
Swimming class and a science test. :(
My dad's being a dick.
Tomorrow, I'll organize a Bitchfest, where anyone can rant about anything.
On a brighter note, I've got new socks, and Hannah, as well as my other friends make life a little more (or alot more) bearable.
And I'm out of poetry/lyric block as well.....
And, and, and, and, I got a new blank notebook to write more stuff in. Especially lyrics and poetry.
Mmmmm......
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
.........
I started swimming class at school today.
Luckily, all of us girls have to wear school swimsuits, just these black one-pieces with a slightly open back. Guys have to wear school swimtrunks too.
We're allowed to wear our own swimsuits under the school swimsuits though.
My mom doesn't understand any of this.
In swimming, everyone was looking at my thighs...and my legs. Yes, I've been bad lately.
I found out today that a family member passed away yesterday in a nursing home, so I'll be at a funeral this Friday. :(
I've just been a
TRAINWRECK
all over the place lately.
I haven't been a pleasent person all week, and I don't want to snap at you, and I also don't want my issues to become part of your life.
Fuck. My dad's yelling at my brother. I hate arguments. :/
Things aren't pleasant at home right now. :(
OTHER NEWS.....
-We're learning about the Holocaust in English. It's very depressing, and I almost cried during English class when we were learning about it
- My brother turned 7 years old on 4/4/09. My grandma gave him my grandpa's BB gun. I'm a bit paranoid about my brother with a BB gun.
-I failed a Spanish test with a 66 percent. But I guess it's better than a 56 percent
-Writers Block sucks ass
-Tomorrow we get out of school early for spring break.
Right now, it's hard to find balance.
Luckily, all of us girls have to wear school swimsuits, just these black one-pieces with a slightly open back. Guys have to wear school swimtrunks too.
We're allowed to wear our own swimsuits under the school swimsuits though.
My mom doesn't understand any of this.
In swimming, everyone was looking at my thighs...and my legs. Yes, I've been bad lately.
I found out today that a family member passed away yesterday in a nursing home, so I'll be at a funeral this Friday. :(
I've just been a
TRAINWRECK
all over the place lately.
I haven't been a pleasent person all week, and I don't want to snap at you, and I also don't want my issues to become part of your life.
Fuck. My dad's yelling at my brother. I hate arguments. :/
Things aren't pleasant at home right now. :(
OTHER NEWS.....
-We're learning about the Holocaust in English. It's very depressing, and I almost cried during English class when we were learning about it
- My brother turned 7 years old on 4/4/09. My grandma gave him my grandpa's BB gun. I'm a bit paranoid about my brother with a BB gun.
-I failed a Spanish test with a 66 percent. But I guess it's better than a 56 percent
-Writers Block sucks ass
-Tomorrow we get out of school early for spring break.
Right now, it's hard to find balance.
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