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I started swimming class at school today.
Luckily, all of us girls have to wear school swimsuits, just these black one-pieces with a slightly open back. Guys have to wear school swimtrunks too.
We're allowed to wear our own swimsuits under the school swimsuits though.
My mom doesn't understand any of this.
In swimming, everyone was looking at my thighs...and my legs. Yes, I've been bad lately.
I found out today that a family member passed away yesterday in a nursing home, so I'll be at a funeral this Friday. :(
I've just been a
TRAINWRECK
all over the place lately.
I haven't been a pleasent person all week, and I don't want to snap at you, and I also don't want my issues to become part of your life.
Fuck. My dad's yelling at my brother. I hate arguments. :/
Things aren't pleasant at home right now. :(

OTHER NEWS.....
-We're learning about the Holocaust in English. It's very depressing, and I almost cried during English class when we were learning about it
- My brother turned 7 years old on 4/4/09. My grandma gave him my grandpa's BB gun. I'm a bit paranoid about my brother with a BB gun.
-I failed a Spanish test with a 66 percent. But I guess it's better than a 56 percent
-Writers Block sucks ass
-Tomorrow we get out of school early for spring break.

Right now, it's hard to find balance.