Well, this is an update. Finally.
Have been self-harm free for five days now. My moods are still bouncing around like a bitch, and I'm making my mom call my psychiatrist to see if I can get my mood stabilizer increased or something.
But I know pills can only do so much.
People keep staring at the scars on my wrists. For some reason, kids refer to me on the bus as "emo girl". Would they shut the fuck up!
Cutting isn't Emo.
Cutting is a psychiatric problem/disorder that's associated with many disorders- like depression (obviously), personality disorders, eatting disorders, etc.
I had to fill out this emotions questionare thing during math class. The school psychologist came for me the beginning of math class, took me down to one of the conference rooms, and I had to do this question thing with questions such as "I feel worthless"- never, sometimes, often, always and "People tell me I need to pay for attention- never, sometimes, often, or always.
Steve- a kid in Math class, called me Keishkey. :D
We had a pep rally at school today for winter sports. I hate school spirit.
On the bus ride home, just randomly I said "I'm a Mikeysaurus!", and everyone was laughing. xD
I just felt like saying that.
And Hanners (Hannah) is the most awesome girl ever. She always cheers me up, and I can trust her with anything.
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