Sunday, March 1, 2009

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I feel very large for some reason. Maybe cuz I got my period. And I'm eatting chocolate like a mo-fo. You probably didnt want to know that.
I'm watching Emo protests against the Daily Mail of YouTube. The protestors get so much love from me, and I wish I could have protested to. But I live in a shitty town in Pennsylvania, where my school is over-loaded with preps, jocks, and the ones that do drugs. nothing against drugs, but they all frown down on me cuz I listen to MCR and stuff.
No one at my school seems to understand about MCR.
I want to switch to a new school.
I hate my school right now.
I've hated it all year actually. I sort of made friends with DeAdda- although she had a criminal record, my parents wouldn't let me hang out with her, and now she's in cyber school.
So now, I eat lunch with kids from my Emotional Support, but my parents refuse to let me do anything outside of school with them.

I just want to go to sleep and never wake up.

2 comments:

  1. I know what never wanting to wake up is like. Last night I was at a party where I almost overdosed and I just wanted to sleep, but adam wouldn't let me because he knew I probably wouldn't wake up again.

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  2. Dude. are you okay?
    I hope so. *worries
    You're amazing, and I appreciate the comments you leave on my blog *hugs

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