......May trigger

I haven't had much time 2 be online lately.
I feel like I have to keep alot of secrets away from my parents.
Family based program seems to be making some of this worse.
Tomorrow, I'm talking to the guidance counselor. *shakes
I went on a walk today and I took some pics before my camera died- batteries depleted. Bleh. I might post some pics on here.

Science is going easier for me, and my science teacher is being less of dick.
Johnathan has his little friends over to our house yesterday and today. It's annoying the shit out of me.
My knuckle is bleeding. idk why. My skin's just weird.

I sorta relapsed afterschool sadly. :(
I was freaking out (I don't really want 2 talk about it), and I grabbed a knife. I was afraid to push to deep, so i ended up with four very shallow cuts on my wrist. They're not that noticable though.

I'm just all paranoid right now.
About my parents finding out something about me and yelling at me about it.
Someone save meh.
I don't have time to be on AIM tonight. :(