I didn't mean to neglect you.

Mydarkenedrainbow (tornblackrose) IS back.

I've got bad news.......

1. Tiffany and I broke up

On Thursday, we broke up. She had just got a boyfriend too (she still wanted to go out with me too), and I didn't know what I should have done. It's hard with her having me AND a boy-friend- both relationships. So now, I guess I'll be having anti semi or something.

:(

And I've resorted back to cutting again, sadly. Although it's been a few days.....

In real life, I have Stephani and DeAdda. I'm just not very social, and I'm too shy to make any plans. Texting isn't really an option though. Steph got her cell phone taken from her, and it's a little awkward with DeAdda. Usually, she just sends back one or two word replies.

Both of them are awesome though. Both of them comforted me when Tiffany and I broke up at school. Steph doesn't know the whole story though.

Yesterday we had no school. I've just been sitting on my lazy ass online. Polyvore, looking at TONS of Polyvore sets, pwning LimeWire, YouTube, writing, plot lines, play-lists, and a bunch of other things.

Although today I bought the MCR DVD "Things That Make You Go Mmmm". It's pretty good.

My throat hurts right now, and a few days ago, I also had a psychiatrist appointment. I'm getting weaned off the Zoloft, my Serequeol was increased to 150mg, and I have to see my psychiatrist again in two weeks. I think I need my Lamictal increased.

Without Zoloft, I just feel dead/empty.