Today is boring. Not going to semi. I is confused.

Late last night, I was talking to Lisa- a new friend of mine at school- on Myspace, and she asked me if I would go to semi if she had an extra ticket. I said yeah, and I'm not sure if she meant she had an extra ticket or not. Tickets aren't sold at the door.

Whatevs though. I gave her my phone number, just in case. I'm feeling super paranoid, and I don't even have a dress.
WELL....if she does call me about an extra-ticket, I'll tell her it's too late notice.

I'm not a happy Keisha. I feel as if I'm ruining my weekends and my "precious teen years", as my parents say.
It just makes me even more depressed. I just want to curl into a ball and cry. I feel so weak. I can't do anything. I need something to protect me. I just don't know what.

And I want to get my Life On The Murder Scene dvd from the CD store at the mall that I put on hold a few days ago sometime today. I sort of want to do something productive. I just don't know.

*angst