I have so much on my mind right now.
A ton of shit actually.
Should I stop cutting or not?
The Bads (Why I SHOULD stop)
1. uhmm....arguments with my parents
2. uhmmm...
Shit
The Goods (Why I can keep cutting)
I can go on, but I don't want to trigger nor 'promote' self harm
I keep trying to bribe myself to quit.
Like I have enough scars right now, instead of cutting, I'll get a piercing for each goal I make while stopping self harming.
For example:
Goal 1: To go self-harm free for two weeks
(It's very stressful right now, and lots of ppl get depressed in the winter)
My reward: a small piercing
Sorry, I suck at explaining things....
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The piercing thing is a great idea.
ReplyDeleteThanks! :)
ReplyDeleteI want a piercing so bad right now.
I'm thinking of ways I can feel pain, without actually doing any real harm to myself.